I keep having bad dreams about returning to school
I really don’t want to go back, I only have one more year, but my heart and my dreams are not really feeling it, I mean I already have a lot of hate since I’ve ‘burned bridges’ I expect to come back with disdain from teachers, but these recent dreams have been students from sabotaging my performances, leaving me astray in a place I didn’t recognize, totally ignoring me and being rude, I’m wasting my time here, the only thing keeping me here is my close friends, but then I think to myself where will I go I mean I admire people who just drop everything and go to New York or California to live their dreams, but umm…….lol it’s scary to even think about. Ugh!!!!!! I just want to perform already I’m depressed that I haven’t performed in a while, but who am I kidding my only option at this point is school until I take control and stop letting fear stop me easier said than done.
"Dance is bigger than the physical body. Think bigger than that. When you extend your arm, it doesn’t stop at the end of your fingers, because you’re dancing bigger than that: you’re dancing spirit."
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